Happy

What a good saturday with starbuck, esp their mocha...Thankyou Viola who accompanied me all the day, although you still need to prepare for trial test...

I am happy today, hopefully you are happy too~

Mr. Ring

我没有

我没有
我没有对梦想执着
我没有为梦想付出什么
我反而很懦弱
很胆怯
我害怕失败
害怕别人怎样看我

我没有
没有对自己的梦想付上任何责任

我真的

没有

Update

Hi all, i am back!

After a long bag pack journey, finally i landed in Malaysia. Time goes fast till i din have a fully rest before working. I am officially a worker now, in IOI Loders Croklaan, being a R&D executive. I cant say that i am enjoying my work now, coz i am still search my passion on it...but everything goes smooth so far. I think i will be more tension as project comes, btw, no job is easy right, so i should be tougher to beat down all the challenges. I am not a very fast learner, but i hope i can learn from mistakes, coz i always believe nothing will be done right for the 1st time, everything must be one step at a time, hehe...

I will try to update my recent life regularly here coz this is the only channel where thought and feeling can be shared. See you all next time, and good luck to everyone.

Bye.

Mr. Ring

I know, I am exhausted

I am very tired today, and this tiredness will be continue until the end of my final year...

I am scare of your high expectation, i am nt intend to continue master level, i know i am nt born with scientific brain, i feel so pleasure and grateful bcoz i can walk until this far...

I am not a hardworking ppl that you thought, but i m easily being motivated, so please dun give up, i believe we can achieve something in the end...

I know majority of times you are not agree with me, bcoz sometimes i am so extreme, but these are from my heart, whether take it or reject is up to you, please leave a space to let me be more myself...

I know i always let you down, but it is better to let you go since you are not belong to here, hurtful is unavoidable, but what i can do is to minimize the pain to an acceptable level...

I know there is someone in my heart who always wan to burst out, i know i become weaker and weaker to fight with you, but please gimme some time, at least i am more well prepared to face the truth...

I know, i need to have a sleep now...

Selfish

Being a student is diff from being a worker.Campus life is more interesting,especially u have a gang of friends who really selfish.I am nt saying that i am not selfish,but i think my acting skill is good enough to cover mostly part of it.

So,what i wanna to point out here?hehe...it juz a small issue of timetable arrangement which happened around us recently.This is not a new issue dy,but it did become worst when we were being grouped into four big groups.

Some selfish one will try to make their timetable perfectly which meet their need,some racist one will try to follow his or her friends into one grp so that they can get rid from those diff colors skin.This is an interesting scenario which i cant observed and experienced in working life,and this is the unique scenario which happened under One Malaysia.

I am not blaming any others here coz i dun have the right to do so...being part of this gang,the only thing i can share is...

"polish ur acting skill"

that is, always acts like nothing,but concern seriously in every issue deep from ur heart...

Your Bitchiness,
Mr.Ring

So we call it a year

Next week my industrial training will begin and it also indicates that year 2008 will be ended soon. This is a very special year to me because many things happened around me, some are memorable but some are really terrified. Each year, Japan will use a word to conclude the year before they prepare to enter the next brand new year, and without a doubt, the only word can conclude this year of Malaysia is…Messy…so sarcastic right, but it is true for every one of us.

Not even our country is messy, but my life also messy. I am working so hard to persuade all I want, but everything seems going likes roller coaster, up and down, left and right, finally left an empty body at the end of the game without soul. At last, I wonder am I still needed to carry on like that or switch to other way to survive. I am lost once again when I got my final results. I am questioned myself and also my faculty,whats wrong with me and whats wrong with the system…I can get good result in test one and two and I did well in final too, but why I still have a C+ at the end? On the other hand, I totally failed in test two but end up I still manage to get a B+ …my eyes cannot believe the fact which showed through my laptop, so ridiculous and unbelievable. I did the best as I could, I am not the one who are not well prepared; I am not the one who abandon the study and totally focus on the TV show or games; I am not the one who study last last last minute……and now maybe I wonder again…maybe I should be the one who memorize all the single words in the note, and copy into the test.

“I am not a Photostat machine!”
“I can’t do that and I am not willing to do that!”
So please dun prepare such a lousy questions to me again ok!If you really want me to memorize each section and each lines from the books, I will throw the book to you, before I can do it, I wanna see how much you can suck into your brain!

Messy…messy…messy…

I am quite happy that I can pause my study a while, and away from the tests for almost half a year…I need a break which I can re-think of my future again…and also the minor course that I choose for the last two semester.

Take me away, to the future which far away from here…
Take me away, from the messy which torture my body and my soul…
Take me away,
away from the year 2008……

I don’t know where to go, whats the right team,
I want my own thing, so bad I am gonna scream,
I can’t choose, so confused,
Whats it all means?
I want my own dream,
So bad I am gonna scream……

Christmas surprise

I am mentally and physically prepared for a lonely Christmas, with no any outing, and just lie on my sofa and enjoy The Little Nyonya at 9pm.I am used to it dy, the weather here drive me lazy to contact my friends and ask them out to celebrate Christmas.However, something happened and twisted my Christmas day, Aerin called me and ask me out for a movie, what a huge surprise! Without any consideration, I accepted his invitation and quickly prepared for outing, hooray~~~I thought that I am the lucky one in my family coz finally I can go out in christmas, hehe….but just a few minutes after I picked up Aerin phone, my sister also being invited to have a yumcha session with her secondary friends, and suddenly my house left my youngest sister, and my parents ONLY….hehe….

Okok…we talk back my outing session with Aerin and Joon lar…We really long time no see lor since last gathering in mid valley. We chat a lot and it is quite surprised me becoz last time I feel a bit awkward during the gathering, I scared that our gap will become greater since really long time din meet dy; however, it is not at all, I think we all have a great time last night and it makes me think back our secondary school times when we used to hang out together. We went for two café last night in JB old town, and these two café really impressed me a lot. I like the vintage and classic environment of the cafés and it is really nice to chit chat there… quietly and peacefully……After yumcha then we headed to our movie session, and the movie we watched is The Bedtime Stories. I think this movie is just ok for me, got a bit funny elements but not very strong, and majority of times I felt quite bored.

Christmas should be the day we spend with family or friends which are close to you. I am happy coz this year I manage to do it both, haha…Really a nice Christmas to me…appreciates it deep from my heart. Thanks my family, Aerin and Joon.

See you, bye!

Mr. Ring

Nice right,disco light ler...but that little kid really pissed me off...i dunno he dun allow me to take photo (but finally i took it dy..hehe)

vintage look

Nice painting on the wall

Christmas dream

“Silent night...Holy Night…All is calm…Allis bright…”
Another Christmas without any partying, but it is ok for me because I got a lot of shows and books around me, truly satisfies. Today I finished my last journey of Harry Potter series, I abandon the books long time dy, juz feel that it is not so exciting like previous, or maybe, I lost the passion to read. I am growing older, I am not the one who fascinate Harry Potter during secondary school days…However, I am pushing myself hard to finish the book initially and glad to say that it almost attract my heart to keep following when the story become more exciting and truths are start to reveal one by one. I really think J.K.Rowling is a great author with full of imagination and creativity, thanks for bringing me such a lot of happiness during school days but sadly to say,muggle likes us still need to face the truth, we have no magic, so we must work hard to get what we want,haha…

Recently I took a lot of photos, hmm…majority are my self photos. People likes Soon Thing maybe start to nag me too 自恋 now, but nvm,I admit I am a little bit too over…haha…Since young I wish to be a model, but lately I found that myself dun have any good body figure to show, then I turn my interest into photo shooting. Hopefully I can be a good photographer (part time) in the future…haha…Pisces guy fall into his own dream again…

Oklar…Merry Christmas to all my friends…See you next time, bye!

Mr. Ring

Merry X'mas to you,you,and you!!!!

西米露...english should call...watermelon sago milk...haha..something like tat lar!

Couple of chocolate and cheese

Holiday is the best time for me to polish my baking skill; this week I baked two cakes, which are butter cake with raisin and marble chocolate cheese cake. Butter cake is easier because all the steps I learnt from my mum dy,the only thing I need to bear in mind while doing are the egg and flour whipping stages.However,for marble chocolate cheese cake, its steps are more complicated, thus I do it with my mum. My mum in charged of the chocolate part while I did the cheese part. Actually its methods just like the usual marble cake’s method, we just need to create the “marble” like texture and appearance while mixing chocolate and cheese together. At last, I really think it taste good, and my sisters also like it very much. Even though its appearance looks a bit messy here, but I am sure you will like it if you are cheese and chocolate lover, because it will give you a high mouth feel.

Baking is a challenging hobby for me because everyone can bake cake, but bake a tasty cake is not easy as we always think (as you know, my teacher is very strict one…). We need to know each method used in each cake making and the reasons behind (as a food technologist, the latter part is more meaningful to us).I really enjoy in cake making especially the moment I open the oven, and take the cake out….it is full of satisfaction with the sense of accomplishment…hehe…

Hope you enjoy your hobby too! See ya!

Mr. Ring

Marble chocolate cheese cake.Yellowish part is cheese and the dark brown part is chocolate.

Addicted

Its been a week din update my blog,sometimes holiday will drive me become lazier…However, anyway, I am still glad to meet ah bong,shi bin,li yoon,keat yin,keoh,yen ling,and hui pin last weekend. Gathering is a wonderful event and this is what I always looking forward when holiday approaching. I think both of us really enjoyed it because we can share our recent life with each other and most important, update ourselves for the gossip cases around us,haha.While we talking and talking, eventually our topic switch to the latest drama hit which fascinate both of us, that is The Little Nyonya (I think I mentioned many times here dy…hehe…we are all addicted).I am quite surprised that so many peoples around me like to watch this show, and it proved that this show really worth to have a watch. Even though many of us quite disagree with the logicality of the story plot, but all in all, I think this show really success, at least it captured all the viewers’ heart and make them keep following as the story goes…I am not try to promote this show, but, it really brought a big impact for both of us, hehe.

Ok, I think that is enough for today. The day of industrial training is approaching soon; I am not yet prepare to face the reality, how? Please help me to sweep away my holiday mood….

Mr.Ring

Chocolate cake, although this is not the one I choose, but still nice…

Tayar kuih.My dad brought a lot of sweet potato home, so my mum try to use part of it to make this famous and common Malay dessert for us.

Ondeh-ondeh.Another nyonya dishes made by sweet potato.However,I think my mum still need to improve her skill coz the filling is too dry and it is not the type which can “melt in your mouth”…

Nyonya Impact

I think majority of us are addicted to recent drama “小娘惹”dy, me, my mum and my cousins. This is really a great drama so far in this year, the plot is good, both actors really can bring the spirit of each character to the viewer.Morover, the most important is it bring back the culture of Baba-nyonya to the young generation, this is the most unique and beautiful culture which inherited from our ancestors and specially found in the land of Malaya, and we really need to put a lot of effort to appreciate and preserve it.

One month passed and nothing much I have done in this holiday so far, what my daily routines are reading magazine, eating some good stuff prepared from my mum and my neighbor (yaya,she is really care about us, almost every morning I can received her blended fresh juice once I open my eyes,thankyou auntie 晓玲),watching TV, and sleeping…However, li yoon and hui pin are back dy,tomorrow will go yumcha with hui pin and hopefully next week can have a meet with li yoon and hui qi.

Oklar, even though boring life almost kill me, but I will keep find something interesting to post here. See you all next time. Bye.

Mr. Ring

Congratulation,this is the champion photo from the last poll! (special edited)

Kuih Tartar made by my cousin.

Butter cake made by me!Yeah,try new recipe and the output is far better than previous!

Mummy egg tarts,beloved of my whole family,yummy~

Little Nyonya

I think I am really addicted to Baba-nyonya culture dy,it is all due to the attraction of the latest drama “The Little Nyonya”.This is the new TV series of Singapore and happy to say that almost all the scenes are taken in Malacca and Penang. Since this drama just started to show, I think no point to judge on the story and actors; however, Singapore producer really put a lot of effort to film this show, many beautiful scenes are being captured and really surprised me. For those who can’t watch this show, you can watch it in youtube and for those who really wish to take a real look; you can have a Malacca trip and explore the culture by yourself.

That’s all for today, see you next time.

Mr. Ring

I love this tea pot set.quite match with the nyonya theme today hor...

Beautiful owl collection,surprisingly found in one clicnic!!!

Left: Nonya kuih made by my mum Right: Sweet potato soap

Sushi made by me and my mum!

Left: tuna mayo + fry minced pork meat Right: egg mayo + kappa stic

Terrorism,again…

First of all, I am sorry to bring this heavy issue to my blog again, but I can’t suppress my feeling now. I was so terrified yesterday when I read the headline of Yahoo website, capital of India-Mumbai was being attacked by terrorists, and there are almost 104 peoples died in this incident. We almost forgot the incident of 911 which happened in year 2001, and this time terrorists start their fight again, and surprisingly their target move from western country toward Asia country.Seriously, India is being suspected as their branch only, the main 龙头老大 is allocate somewhere in other places, I am worry that our country got their branch or not…hopefully not…blessing…

The target of the terrorists this time still remain the same, they only kill those people who have US and British passport. I don’t know when and why the world start to become so unstable now, I also dun understand why those terrorists need to use this method to get what they need…some people said these are all due to the unfairness of this world, this is the instinct of human being to release their anger in their heart, and fight what they want.However, does this method really can solve the problem? Do wee need to scarify so many innocent people just for you to get what you want? Many of us will say no, we can answer this question so easily at the point of morale value, but we will never know what the terrorists thought, if we never undergo those unfair treatments like them.

All in all, I think both terrorists and western country need to have a serious talk in order to solve the problem. At least, we need to know what they really want, what are their motives for doing this. I do think that discussion can reduce the conflict between each other. You might say that my thought is so simple and idealize, but sometimes basic and simple way can solve many complicated problems….sigh…

God bless India, and bless those who scarify in this incident…Hopefully this is the end of their action; I still believe that we will have a peaceful day in the future…

Crisis again

For those who seldom care about the news, you might not as worry as me.Recently,what u can read from the headline of the newspaper is the economic crisis which occurred in America and lately, it has been spread to Europe country,Korea,Singapore,Iceland and etc.This is a very serious global issue, because the type of crisis we faced today is not the same as the crisis which happened in year 1998.I still remembered I was just primary six that time, but I can feel the tension and pressure from the economic crisis toward our life (maybe I was too 杞人忧天),haha…However, US and Europe country are not being affected that time, thus many of the Asia country can borrow money from the International Bank.Unfortunately,for this time, the whole situation is totally different. You just imagine, even huge countries like EU and US also being affected and almost defeated by this crisis, develop country like us (Malaysia) how to survive? And sadly to say, our country seems doesn’t care about this crisis, some of the leaders even still fight in the parliament just for those stupid and “sensitive” issue……

Expert predict that Asia will start to be affected in the early year of 2009, so we still have time to find a solution to overcome this problem.Morover, for youngster like us, I think we should start to save money dy…haha…I think I should cut those expenses on clothes, entertainment… L So my plan to Singapore will be cancelled, my plan to buy a digital camera also will be cancelled, but hopefully I still manage to get some money to have a Malacca trip during Christmas. I am not good in money management, but this time, I think I really should start to plan my money well and maybe can learnt from yikweng to have a record book, hehe…

I am sorry for bringing this serious and heavy issue this time, maybe I am too over-reacted?haha,who know…But I still have a good news! Government will reduced the interest of PTPTN to 1 % instead of 3 %!I am so happy to know that, our burden will be reduced again once we graduate, so cheer up…and maybe can have a celebration!Haha….

Ok, that’s all for today. See you next time!

Mr. Ring

为什么会有想你的感觉？

Irreplaceable

This was an unforgettable weekend for me,coz after such a long time being separated with my gangs,finally we can go out together yesterday and today.Hometown friends really are irreplaceable ya,we share problems together,we share opinion,and the most important,we understand each others,there are no any betray and lie between us.Feel so free when hang out with ah keoh and sylvia,thanks for bringing me happiness and craziness,especially for this moment which I really need to take a long deep breath.

Well,yesterday we went out for some korea dishes,with the same restaurant and environment,I think both of us really enjoyed ourselves very much.After korea dishes,we decided to have some ice kacang at the most famous ice kacang place-Happyland.Ya,it called Happyland,instead,it really bring a lot of happiness to us because it was very relax to chit chat there,and gossip behind other peoples,haha…So you think that’s all of our activities?No…we left out something very important….that is singing!So for today,we spent almost 2 hours to practice our vocal in redbox,and then,we called it a day with full of satisfaction.

I really hope that I can hang out with more hometown friends during this semester break,coz I miss them very much…there are many stories I can tell,and there are many gossips we can share…so,shi bin,jia ning,bong,keat yin,li yoon,hui qi,hui pin,yen ling,chiou huah,ah lim,faster come back lar,what are u waiting for?haha….我等到花儿也谢了。

p/s:Winner of America’s Next Top Model cycle 11 is…Mckey!However,I am so disappointed of Analeigh for not getting into top two…

ANTM cycle 11 winner-Mckey

Our favourite,korea vegie roll with BBQ pork and garlic slice

Ho ho ho...santa claus is coming to town...
Buddies...

我 后悔吗?

活了好久，现在才发现，其实我不了解我的心。

想了好久，如今才发现，一切都得回到原点。

不敢再问自己有多少的如果，因为如果带来了不少失落。

不愿再想我们的未来，因为这一秒，我都不能把它紧紧抓牢。

你说我会后悔的，你说我的心还没打开。

你说感情是这样的，你说我还没努力。

你说时间太短了，你说我太轻易放弃了。

你说的，我何尝不想去改，但走到这儿，我累了。

我的心，真的把能量耗尽了。

我会后悔吗？

会，我很肯定地说。

但不是现在，却在不知的将来。

我不能因为为了将来而爱，

我不能因为将来后悔而爱，

我不能因改变自己而爱，

我不能因为不习惯你的问候而爱，

我再也不能因为你的坚持而爱，

我从来就没有问过我的心，

此时此刻，

它愿意让你分享吗？

爱的感觉，我又何尝没体会过。

但此时的它，并不会为了你而跳，

显然的已有答案。

我会后悔吗？

会，

但不是现在，

也请别问我是多远的未来。

我要的，我现在才懂得

Hello to all my friends, for your information, now I at hometown now and I will be here for the next 7 months. It is a great holiday to me especially got more time to rest in my home and regain my energy.However, life seems always polarizing; when you are busy, you are busy till crazy; when you are free, boringness almost kill me, haha…So I think I should start to plan my holiday now including go to apply passport and visit my auntie and uncle in Singapore.Also, I wish to meet my hometown gangs too! Even though Buffy is not around, but still got keoh,hui pin,li yoon,hui qi,shi bin…etc…as a initiator, I think I should take the responsibility to organize a meeting in this holiday (I know many of us always sit in the house and wait for the call…hehe)…

Last Tuesday I bought two books from the Mines Food Fair,which are 爱要一身的惊艳and 世说心语,and coincidently these books are written by my beloved writer-刘庸.I start to read his book since form two, and the way he write, he delivered each single message from each stories really impressed and inspired me a lot. So without a doubt, I bought two of his latest books from the stall although I didn’t have much more money left in my pocket after Johor trip.

I think should stop here and continue my reading dy.Wishing all my friends happy holiday!

我们都没错，只是不适合。我要的，我现在才懂得。快乐是我的，不是你给的，幸福要自己负责。

Have a dog-a-walk!

Hmm...first of all,my final exam finished dy,it was really torturing...however,i think i did my best in all papers,at least better than previous final tests.Juz after my last paper,i went for a meeting to brief about the Dog-a-walk activity which held at dataran merdeka on sunday.For a dog lover,i am really happy when i know i will contact with so many dogs and cats,to fulfill my dream since i was a child...Hopefully i can have a dog as pet in the future...

This cat is sister,she got another brother which is black colour...both of them share the same crystal blue eyes...cute~

I ...dun like the way he stare at me...haha

This is the dog which i like most,she is very tame,and very like to kiss people...

So small is it...she grabbed my shirt so hard and very nervous...i am not tat bad ok~

who interupted me and my beloved doggie?

Catfight...miaow~~~~

Do you like "家好月圓"haha...i like this drama very much,watching those gals and women do the cat fight really exciting...i think majority of guys have the same taste with me gua...we love to see girls fight,scrabbing both shirts,slapping,bitching each others,pull hairs,rolling again and again on the floor,and the worst ....cry....haha...I think this is the reason why women centred drama become so famous nowadays,starting from Sex and the city,desperate housewifes,ugly betty,jing zhi yu ni,nv ren bu yi zuo,tang xin feng bao and the latest-家好月圓.

So you think it is juz the drama,juz the character created by the author,but in fact,you almost forget that where is the inspiration comes from?Its from the real life,the peoples around us.We cant deny that girl is a complicated plus sensitive mammals,but so as guys,the only different is how they express their sensitiveness.Obviously,guys are more straight forward,they show their emotion on their face,and there is nothing keep in their heart,tats why they fight so easily even with small matter.However,girls are juz opposite,they keep their anger in their heart,buried and buried...until reach their own maximum level,then something will explode out...many unreveal history will reveal and shocked everyone...

This is juz my personal opinion in this issue...but it doesn't mean all gals and guys are like this, some are exceptional...hehe

Recently many cat fights happened around me...i dunno what are the causes and dunno who is the devil woman...but i think we need some rain from the sky to cool down those kitties on the ground...it is enough to watch 家好月圓 again and again dy...

Back to the stage time

Well,i admit that i love the way of me on the stage,no matter is singing,acting,dancing,or even playing the dragon character with my "awkward" hands waving pattern(haha...),because i am born with it,i felt that my spirit is being released when i on the stage.I have a strong inspiration after watching High School Musical-senior year...watching those youngsters singing and dancing in the big screen is what i really wish to do during my high school times.I am so regret that i gave all my times on the books...there is no any second high school life dy,no one can be blamed for,this is me who made the decision,i am the one who limit my 10 years life of the future...

By the way,talking back to the movie,i think HSM is really suit my taste,i wish i can sing and dance with the actors during the showtime...haha...However,i think some of my friends seem really not so appreciate it,they thought that it is not much different with the Bollywood movie.Yeah,instead,i also share the same opinion that they did copied the bollywood movie style but at the end turn it into Hollywood style which is more globally accepted...I am happy that today got nine friends accompany me to watch this movie,i know both of us are very tired dy during this 3 days continous tests,thankyou very much~~Dun forget our promise to watch James Bond movie next week oh...hehe...

Three more subjects left...i hope that all of us can do it well next week,good luck!