Nice chat...Appreciate

Thankyou to Sylvia and Jing Yi because as the topic above,i really enjoyed chatting with you all today especially when I shared my problems to you,and you are willing to listen and giving me responses.

I am not happy...I admit it.Many peoples had noticed my happiness and my laugh getting lesser nowadays...i am quite surprised because i dunno i changed such a lot.Ya,i am the person who cant hide my feeling,when i smile to you...you can know i am whether really happy or not, straight away.Haiz...life is not colourful as i stepped in if compared to last year...the same date and same time.Peoples around you changed,environment changed,soon i will change to new house dy...but do i prepare for the changes or i refused to change?I think i am the second one...refused to change..because i am afraid...i am coward,physically and mentally.

I am not happy...i cut my hairs short...This is the only way i can feel that i am reborn...do i really reborn?Haha...the process is still progressing...the answer always left unknown.

walking to the bright side... am I?

Is it the bright side in front?Or its just my imagination?

And...who is my hero?

Return

Without noticeable, my holiday comes to the end.
I feel reborn and fresh again. There are not much things happened in this holiday since my holiday doesn’t match with the others, so majority of time I spent at home, reading some books and surfing internet. why I laugh?hmm...guess guess guess

However,please don’t think I am useless ok…except for the activities above; I also made 3 cakes this time! Two cheese cake and one butter cake even though one of the cheese cake considered failed coz it cracks on the surface.However,for the latest cheesecake that I made(today),it is very successful and beautiful!!!(Look at the photo).I love to bake cake, and I learnt a lot in baking either from my mum or one of my friends,Goh Kai Chuan…thank you because willing to correct me that the temperature is too high and the suggestion of using water baking.

Last Saturday I also attended the steam boat party which organized by my old schoolmates, thanks to Bong,Hui Hsien,Keat Yin and Fang Lian…I am quite surprised of your cooking talent because the chicken and tom yam soup are really tasty, I like it (tats why I ate a lot)! Really happy to have a nice chat with my old old schoolmates, it is very nice to have a gathering like that; hopefully we can meet more often next time. Guess...where is this place...?

There are 2 of my friends pregnant nowadays and one of them will give birth in the end of this month. There are hundreds of bless from me to you and your little coming baby…I upgraded to uncle level already, it is a sad news but also an inspiration for me to be more mature. Please take care for yourself and wish you have a cute and healthy baby lor!!!(But dun let your child call me uncle ok…)

Finally, I watched “Secret” which directed by Jay Chou dy.Well, it is out of my expectation, because I love the story, simple but touching. Although Jay Chou is a bit old in the movie but his talent in playing piano really impressed me. The actress, Gui Run Mei also looks fresh and pretty, she is very suitable to play the role of “Xiao Yu”…excellent, 2 thumbs up!

I guess you get the answer dy...thx slyvia because willing to be my cover girl~

All of all, I am very enjoyed in this period of time. Goodbye to my home town friends, I am ready to go back now. There are a lot of hurdles in front of me, and I really need the energy to pass it one by one, hopefully the energy that I rejuvenate this time is enough to bring me to the end!Aza Fighting!

If you think you can…sure you can!-Jolin

当特务J遇上了任意门

我的天呀，真不想见到我深爱的两个女人交战，所谓横也是死，竖也是死；手心手背都是肉啊，你又叫我如何取舍呢？两张专辑，两个不同的风格，，一个是可爱教主；另一个却是性感天后，我只能说，收益的还是广大的歌迷啊。

任意门

杨丞林第三张专辑，整体来说可听性很高。有节奏快的舞曲如：狼来了，你是坏人；也有拿手的可爱歌曲，任意门以及完美比例，当然也少不了我的最爱，抒情歌曲啦！“缺氧”是换换爱的片尾曲，丞琳唱得非常投入，但如果比起以前的“暧昧”或者是“过敏”，这首歌的感动度似乎少了一些些。本人比较钟爱另一首慢歌，“倔强”，在后面丞琳唱得还蛮有爆发力的。总得来说，这张专辑没有给我太大惊喜，但也没有任何失望，可圈可点。

特务J

单单听这首歌就知道Jolin又有新把戏了。没错，特务J的MV果然没有令大家失望，不管是钢管舞还是无重量的吊挂舞，蔡依琳都把它发挥得淋漓尽致。这张专辑还是舞曲居多，但我觉得突出的反而是其他两手慢歌，“一个人”以及“怕什么”，这两首歌都很耐听，感动度一定是有的，毕竟Jolin是金曲天后肋！喜欢像“马德里不思议”的朋友应该也很容易地喜欢上“桃花源”或者是“日不落”这样的俏皮快歌。整体来说，这是一张华丽的专辑，可听性相当之高，Jolin应该会造就另一个神话，另一个风潮。

Evolution:The Beginning

It’s been a long time since my last blog…its time to re-open my blog and take it back what I said because tat period was a terrible time to me, as I said many times dy…directionless.

So how about my life now? Well,I enjoy staying at home, chit chat with my 3 “kepoh”sisters (they always share their own news with me even though some of them was a small matter…),baking cake (I did one cheese cake for my matric sister and one butter cake which follow the recipe from food processing lab work) and…watching HEROES!!!Thanks for Mei Theng; I admit that it is the best drama that I watched this year (so far), hit the top of my rank, hooraysss!

So how about my feeling now? Still moody? Or still directionless? I cant define now, for me, this holiday is a time for me to rest, it is not the time for me to think and review what I did so far in my life. So I am still directionless…and I am still moody sometimes…haha…I am perceptual since I was born, but when I am getting older, I become more and more realistic and selfish.

The world is not the world that I imagined 2 years or 1 year ago…peoples around me become more and more complicated…sadly to say, it included me. Not much people can figure out what I think now…because I had covered a thick coat on my body…and my soul. I am not allow it being hurt again…I am not the good person as you thought now, this is the evolution, to prepare myself to face the cruel world in front of me.

I am not evil, it just a protection…I think university is a place for me to change. When I watching back the time when I am in the orientation week and compare myself now, it changed a lot…a lot. I become more and more confidence, with my ability, my look, my talent and so on. I know got a lot of ppl behind which cant tolerate the things that I did or talked, but I dun care so much now, what I am said, its truly from my heart…if I hurt you, I am so sorry…as I said before, it is evolution…I dun want to be bullied by another person ANYMORE.

Moreover, the evil part only occupies 10% from my heart; so luckily, I am still can consider very nice, hehe. “You changed a lot” I love to hear these words, because it shows I am growing up. Like shi bin said…all the peoples are innocent…so I start not to blame anyone who hurt me, they are undergo evolution too~One day, they or I will know it is not a good way to deal with people like this, and we will learn from the mistake, and treat the others with a better way. Everyone is learning from mistake now…I forgive for those who hurt me, and hope those peoples can forgive me too~

-Ring-