Back to the stage time

Well,i admit that i love the way of me on the stage,no matter is singing,acting,dancing,or even playing the dragon character with my "awkward" hands waving pattern(haha...),because i am born with it,i felt that my spirit is being released when i on the stage.I have a strong inspiration after watching High School Musical-senior year...watching those youngsters singing and dancing in the big screen is what i really wish to do during my high school times.I am so regret that i gave all my times on the books...there is no any second high school life dy,no one can be blamed for,this is me who made the decision,i am the one who limit my 10 years life of the future...

By the way,talking back to the movie,i think HSM is really suit my taste,i wish i can sing and dance with the actors during the showtime...haha...However,i think some of my friends seem really not so appreciate it,they thought that it is not much different with the Bollywood movie.Yeah,instead,i also share the same opinion that they did copied the bollywood movie style but at the end turn it into Hollywood style which is more globally accepted...I am happy that today got nine friends accompany me to watch this movie,i know both of us are very tired dy during this 3 days continous tests,thankyou very much~~Dun forget our promise to watch James Bond movie next week oh...hehe...

Three more subjects left...i hope that all of us can do it well next week,good luck!

Devil

謝謝你﹐讓我看穿了你。原來﹐你比我想象中的更可怕。我不知道要如何平息我的怒火﹐因為我越知道真相﹐我就越覺得恐怖。我真的敗給你了.

And the answer is...

Ok,as u said...i should give u my answer...

I love you...but sometimes i hate you ...

I hate you because u understand me well,u know what i think,what i want...what i gonna to do next...

I love you..i need you because when ur roommate hurt me,i know how much i need your support more than others...even though i know u cannot give me what i want...i am selfish in that...

So..?haha...lets face the truth...we are together dy....no doubt...i will try my best to be a good bf...so dun email me late night,because it is not good for ur body...u must sleep well start from today onward...

Xoxo,Lilian...

Thankful

Juz went back from my hometown,and the purpose of posting this article is to say hundreds of thankful to my friends,thanks for your support...i am fine now.I am happy because being selected by Kerry Ingredients for my practical training,it is not an easy job to get this opportunity ya,thanks god too~Rumors will end up by time,so i hope everything will be fine to me,and people who misunderstood me will understand my situation one day...

Final exam will start on this wednesday,i should pull back my study mood again and fight till the end...See you all next time,bye!

Betrayer

This is a busy week for me,my life is packed with activity, interview and also rumors (or more specifically,misunderstanding).I am glad that food fair is completed quite successfully,thanks for all the committes and sponsors who support the first ever food fair which organized by our faculty,this is really not an easy job.Also,i wanna apologized to chan and li gang coz some times i cannot give my full support to our elite team due to presentation and grandma dinner,so sorry...Btw,i think we have set a certain standard for the next food fair so hopefully the next food fair which organized by our juniors will be more successful and penetrative.

Thursday went back to JB for my internship interview,everything seems going smoothly except the argument which happened in the waiting room between me and C.I dunno why she keep saying that i am betraying my another friend for attending this interview without informed him.Actually,she dunno the whole story,and i try to explain to her but seems what i said are all blocked by her ears and no matter what,i end up to be the betrayer in her heart.Betrayer?This is the serious noun for me,i cannot tolerate what she said and i am surprised she will do this on me.I thought she is the one who is less involved in this kind of things but i dunno why this time she become so aggresive.This is the interview which i am pursuing by myself,i am being rejected by that company once dy,do she expect me to email and please the company for all my others rejected friends?As a friend,i did the best i could...but end up with this situation,i am speechless.Is becasue jealousy?or she think that with my appearance will give a huge impact toward her?If she really think like that,then i think she is over-estimated me,i am not good in everything,my presentation style doesn't match the taste of everyone.

This is a valuable lesson to me ya,to be so high profile since the beginning till now,i think i need to lower my voice a bit so that i will nt be so attracted by people.She is really dissapointed me,deep from my heart...good bye CL,there is no way back dy...line between us is broken and who did it?Only you will know.

Dramatic change

Quoted from previous post,"life is so unpredictable",ya,indeed,it is really unpredictable and full of dramatic change!As i said before,i am super duper upset when rejected by one of the company for internship interview...that is the company which i really wish to have my training there from the beginning till now...Yesterday is quite messy for me,as i keep forget the rejection thing but for no reason and clue,it keep remind and remind me...(wish i have such good memory during the test).

So?In order to release all my anger and sadness of the selection,i decided to write an email to that company and please them for one last chance,one last chance for interview...haha...I am quite surprised of my insistness since it never happened before.I dunno where is the courage comes from when writting that email but what i can conclude is...i really write it from the bottom of my heart.

At last,i received their reply juz now,and surprisingly they gave me a chance to show up myself!Hooray...i cannt describe my feeling right now,it is something like finding back my wallet from somewhere or whoever hands...i am so happy and touched when reading those words in the reply email...even though i have not been accepted by them yet,but with this opportunity,at least i can show up what i learnt,and what i wish to present long time ago...At the same time, i have learnt a valuable lesson from this case,that is never never give up if you think you are not derserve to loose,never die with no reason...ya!

Wish me luck during the interview session and hopefully i can be part of the members of their company soon...Bye!

Die without reason

Damn it today!Life is so unpredictable ya,sometimes i think god is playing fool with me,always dissapointed me with no reason...i am not been selected by one of the company for my internship training,and sadly to say,without any reason...coz of my cgpa?coz of my co-co?or even coz of my photo?I dunno,and thats why i am so upset now,the most pity of dead is die without a reason,this is my sitiuation now.

Btw,who can i blame for?This is all fate ya, even though i am well prepared for that interview.I am so confidence of myself before and maybe i really overestimate the target of that company...i am not their candidate,maybe......

I m not in the condition today juz after i knew the latest result...so dun come to console me except you really wish to try my bitchy hurtful words which coming from my mouth,or else please,stay away from me...let me cool down and let time to heal my dissapointment...

Bye.This is the end of my day~

My life as sushi prince (Finale)

I was thinking how to start this post for quite a seconds.Well,it is not the usual thing i done esp for updating blog,but i juz dunno how to start it even though i have many things which really wish to share with you...(sigh).

Today is the last day i trained (or..worked)at sushi kin.It is happy to release all the burden and back to the normal life which is more care free,however,it is also hard to say good bye to those abang,kakak, and mama who willing to teach and train me throughout this whole week.The whole environment of sushi kin in The Mines is not so intense like mid valley,so we have some time to chit chat with seniors,and sometimes play laugh with them.It is funny to know kak Wani actually dating with abang Abdullah,what a surprise today,haha...me n jacky cannot stop laughing when we heard it from mama,something sounds like impossible...Besides,one things touched my heart today is...the KFC set from miss wong.I am so happy when she informed me that she bought food for me and paul,and i feel so guilty at the same time because i juz negotiate with her to have a off yesterday....(sigh)...i am so not considerate...what a failure of me~

This is really a special holiday to me,the things i learnt are all pricelss,and i really no regret to sacrify my holiday and stay here for suffering,haha...All in all,wanna say thousand thankful to kak wani,mama,abang man,miss wong,abang abdullah,betty,abang dora...and those seniors who i cant remember their names...coz train a kitchen idiot likes me is not an easy job ya,it need a lot patience most of the time...haha...thanks to you all...

My life as sushi prince end here...but my life as student will back again tomorrow...What is the story next?haha...i hope it will be more interesting...see you all next time,sayonara!

Bye bye......

My life as sushi prince Part II

Well,quickly write a short post today coz it is a golden opportunity for me to take more rest and finish those school stuff...(assume i am worker now).First day of raya really suck because ppls are so many(well,it is less if compared with mid valley,i should appreciate my place) and our fingers were doing sushi continously,sometimes i dunno what i am doing for certian moment esp when my stomach start acidify,haiz...

Luckily today miss wong let us go back early(actually not early,we do ot dy),and advised me to rest and sleep well tonight.I was quite frightened to listen those words bcoz i dunno what is the story behind...am I will busy till die again tml or there might be something like challenge waiting for me?I dunno and i dun wish to figure out also,juz hope that i can lie on my bed more time today,and continue the sweet dream which disturbed by motor horn today(well,that is really a nice dream last night...hehehe)...

I should stop here,and please dun worry about me coz i know how to take care myself dy...gambate!!!Sayunara!