Christmas surprise

I am mentally and physically prepared for a lonely Christmas, with no any outing, and just lie on my sofa and enjoy The Little Nyonya at 9pm.I am used to it dy, the weather here drive me lazy to contact my friends and ask them out to celebrate Christmas.However, something happened and twisted my Christmas day, Aerin called me and ask me out for a movie, what a huge surprise! Without any consideration, I accepted his invitation and quickly prepared for outing, hooray~~~I thought that I am the lucky one in my family coz finally I can go out in christmas, hehe….but just a few minutes after I picked up Aerin phone, my sister also being invited to have a yumcha session with her secondary friends, and suddenly my house left my youngest sister, and my parents ONLY….hehe….

Okok…we talk back my outing session with Aerin and Joon lar…We really long time no see lor since last gathering in mid valley. We chat a lot and it is quite surprised me becoz last time I feel a bit awkward during the gathering, I scared that our gap will become greater since really long time din meet dy; however, it is not at all, I think we all have a great time last night and it makes me think back our secondary school times when we used to hang out together. We went for two café last night in JB old town, and these two café really impressed me a lot. I like the vintage and classic environment of the cafés and it is really nice to chit chat there… quietly and peacefully……After yumcha then we headed to our movie session, and the movie we watched is The Bedtime Stories. I think this movie is just ok for me, got a bit funny elements but not very strong, and majority of times I felt quite bored.

Christmas should be the day we spend with family or friends which are close to you. I am happy coz this year I manage to do it both, haha…Really a nice Christmas to me…appreciates it deep from my heart. Thanks my family, Aerin and Joon.

See you, bye!

Mr. Ring

Nice right,disco light ler...but that little kid really pissed me off...i dunno he dun allow me to take photo (but finally i took it dy..hehe)

vintage look

Nice painting on the wall

Christmas dream

“Silent night...Holy Night…All is calm…Allis bright…”
Another Christmas without any partying, but it is ok for me because I got a lot of shows and books around me, truly satisfies. Today I finished my last journey of Harry Potter series, I abandon the books long time dy, juz feel that it is not so exciting like previous, or maybe, I lost the passion to read. I am growing older, I am not the one who fascinate Harry Potter during secondary school days…However, I am pushing myself hard to finish the book initially and glad to say that it almost attract my heart to keep following when the story become more exciting and truths are start to reveal one by one. I really think J.K.Rowling is a great author with full of imagination and creativity, thanks for bringing me such a lot of happiness during school days but sadly to say,muggle likes us still need to face the truth, we have no magic, so we must work hard to get what we want,haha…

Recently I took a lot of photos, hmm…majority are my self photos. People likes Soon Thing maybe start to nag me too 自恋 now, but nvm,I admit I am a little bit too over…haha…Since young I wish to be a model, but lately I found that myself dun have any good body figure to show, then I turn my interest into photo shooting. Hopefully I can be a good photographer (part time) in the future…haha…Pisces guy fall into his own dream again…

Oklar…Merry Christmas to all my friends…See you next time, bye!

Mr. Ring

Merry X'mas to you,you,and you!!!!

西米露...english should call...watermelon sago milk...haha..something like tat lar!

Couple of chocolate and cheese

Holiday is the best time for me to polish my baking skill; this week I baked two cakes, which are butter cake with raisin and marble chocolate cheese cake. Butter cake is easier because all the steps I learnt from my mum dy,the only thing I need to bear in mind while doing are the egg and flour whipping stages.However,for marble chocolate cheese cake, its steps are more complicated, thus I do it with my mum. My mum in charged of the chocolate part while I did the cheese part. Actually its methods just like the usual marble cake’s method, we just need to create the “marble” like texture and appearance while mixing chocolate and cheese together. At last, I really think it taste good, and my sisters also like it very much. Even though its appearance looks a bit messy here, but I am sure you will like it if you are cheese and chocolate lover, because it will give you a high mouth feel.

Baking is a challenging hobby for me because everyone can bake cake, but bake a tasty cake is not easy as we always think (as you know, my teacher is very strict one…). We need to know each method used in each cake making and the reasons behind (as a food technologist, the latter part is more meaningful to us).I really enjoy in cake making especially the moment I open the oven, and take the cake out….it is full of satisfaction with the sense of accomplishment…hehe…

Hope you enjoy your hobby too! See ya!

Mr. Ring

Marble chocolate cheese cake.Yellowish part is cheese and the dark brown part is chocolate.

Addicted

Its been a week din update my blog,sometimes holiday will drive me become lazier…However, anyway, I am still glad to meet ah bong,shi bin,li yoon,keat yin,keoh,yen ling,and hui pin last weekend. Gathering is a wonderful event and this is what I always looking forward when holiday approaching. I think both of us really enjoyed it because we can share our recent life with each other and most important, update ourselves for the gossip cases around us,haha.While we talking and talking, eventually our topic switch to the latest drama hit which fascinate both of us, that is The Little Nyonya (I think I mentioned many times here dy…hehe…we are all addicted).I am quite surprised that so many peoples around me like to watch this show, and it proved that this show really worth to have a watch. Even though many of us quite disagree with the logicality of the story plot, but all in all, I think this show really success, at least it captured all the viewers’ heart and make them keep following as the story goes…I am not try to promote this show, but, it really brought a big impact for both of us, hehe.

Ok, I think that is enough for today. The day of industrial training is approaching soon; I am not yet prepare to face the reality, how? Please help me to sweep away my holiday mood….

Mr.Ring

Chocolate cake, although this is not the one I choose, but still nice…

Tayar kuih.My dad brought a lot of sweet potato home, so my mum try to use part of it to make this famous and common Malay dessert for us.

Ondeh-ondeh.Another nyonya dishes made by sweet potato.However,I think my mum still need to improve her skill coz the filling is too dry and it is not the type which can “melt in your mouth”…

Nyonya Impact

I think majority of us are addicted to recent drama “小娘惹”dy, me, my mum and my cousins. This is really a great drama so far in this year, the plot is good, both actors really can bring the spirit of each character to the viewer.Morover, the most important is it bring back the culture of Baba-nyonya to the young generation, this is the most unique and beautiful culture which inherited from our ancestors and specially found in the land of Malaya, and we really need to put a lot of effort to appreciate and preserve it.

One month passed and nothing much I have done in this holiday so far, what my daily routines are reading magazine, eating some good stuff prepared from my mum and my neighbor (yaya,she is really care about us, almost every morning I can received her blended fresh juice once I open my eyes,thankyou auntie 晓玲),watching TV, and sleeping…However, li yoon and hui pin are back dy,tomorrow will go yumcha with hui pin and hopefully next week can have a meet with li yoon and hui qi.

Oklar, even though boring life almost kill me, but I will keep find something interesting to post here. See you all next time. Bye.

Mr. Ring

Congratulation,this is the champion photo from the last poll! (special edited)

Kuih Tartar made by my cousin.

Butter cake made by me!Yeah,try new recipe and the output is far better than previous!

Mummy egg tarts,beloved of my whole family,yummy~

Little Nyonya

I think I am really addicted to Baba-nyonya culture dy,it is all due to the attraction of the latest drama “The Little Nyonya”.This is the new TV series of Singapore and happy to say that almost all the scenes are taken in Malacca and Penang. Since this drama just started to show, I think no point to judge on the story and actors; however, Singapore producer really put a lot of effort to film this show, many beautiful scenes are being captured and really surprised me. For those who can’t watch this show, you can watch it in youtube and for those who really wish to take a real look; you can have a Malacca trip and explore the culture by yourself.

That’s all for today, see you next time.

Mr. Ring

I love this tea pot set.quite match with the nyonya theme today hor...

Beautiful owl collection,surprisingly found in one clicnic!!!

Left: Nonya kuih made by my mum Right: Sweet potato soap

Sushi made by me and my mum!

Left: tuna mayo + fry minced pork meat Right: egg mayo + kappa stic

Terrorism,again…

First of all, I am sorry to bring this heavy issue to my blog again, but I can’t suppress my feeling now. I was so terrified yesterday when I read the headline of Yahoo website, capital of India-Mumbai was being attacked by terrorists, and there are almost 104 peoples died in this incident. We almost forgot the incident of 911 which happened in year 2001, and this time terrorists start their fight again, and surprisingly their target move from western country toward Asia country.Seriously, India is being suspected as their branch only, the main 龙头老大 is allocate somewhere in other places, I am worry that our country got their branch or not…hopefully not…blessing…

The target of the terrorists this time still remain the same, they only kill those people who have US and British passport. I don’t know when and why the world start to become so unstable now, I also dun understand why those terrorists need to use this method to get what they need…some people said these are all due to the unfairness of this world, this is the instinct of human being to release their anger in their heart, and fight what they want.However, does this method really can solve the problem? Do wee need to scarify so many innocent people just for you to get what you want? Many of us will say no, we can answer this question so easily at the point of morale value, but we will never know what the terrorists thought, if we never undergo those unfair treatments like them.

All in all, I think both terrorists and western country need to have a serious talk in order to solve the problem. At least, we need to know what they really want, what are their motives for doing this. I do think that discussion can reduce the conflict between each other. You might say that my thought is so simple and idealize, but sometimes basic and simple way can solve many complicated problems….sigh…

God bless India, and bless those who scarify in this incident…Hopefully this is the end of their action; I still believe that we will have a peaceful day in the future…

Crisis again

For those who seldom care about the news, you might not as worry as me.Recently,what u can read from the headline of the newspaper is the economic crisis which occurred in America and lately, it has been spread to Europe country,Korea,Singapore,Iceland and etc.This is a very serious global issue, because the type of crisis we faced today is not the same as the crisis which happened in year 1998.I still remembered I was just primary six that time, but I can feel the tension and pressure from the economic crisis toward our life (maybe I was too 杞人忧天),haha…However, US and Europe country are not being affected that time, thus many of the Asia country can borrow money from the International Bank.Unfortunately,for this time, the whole situation is totally different. You just imagine, even huge countries like EU and US also being affected and almost defeated by this crisis, develop country like us (Malaysia) how to survive? And sadly to say, our country seems doesn’t care about this crisis, some of the leaders even still fight in the parliament just for those stupid and “sensitive” issue……

Expert predict that Asia will start to be affected in the early year of 2009, so we still have time to find a solution to overcome this problem.Morover, for youngster like us, I think we should start to save money dy…haha…I think I should cut those expenses on clothes, entertainment… L So my plan to Singapore will be cancelled, my plan to buy a digital camera also will be cancelled, but hopefully I still manage to get some money to have a Malacca trip during Christmas. I am not good in money management, but this time, I think I really should start to plan my money well and maybe can learnt from yikweng to have a record book, hehe…

I am sorry for bringing this serious and heavy issue this time, maybe I am too over-reacted?haha,who know…But I still have a good news! Government will reduced the interest of PTPTN to 1 % instead of 3 %!I am so happy to know that, our burden will be reduced again once we graduate, so cheer up…and maybe can have a celebration!Haha….

Ok, that’s all for today. See you next time!

Mr. Ring

为什么会有想你的感觉？

Irreplaceable

This was an unforgettable weekend for me,coz after such a long time being separated with my gangs,finally we can go out together yesterday and today.Hometown friends really are irreplaceable ya,we share problems together,we share opinion,and the most important,we understand each others,there are no any betray and lie between us.Feel so free when hang out with ah keoh and sylvia,thanks for bringing me happiness and craziness,especially for this moment which I really need to take a long deep breath.

Well,yesterday we went out for some korea dishes,with the same restaurant and environment,I think both of us really enjoyed ourselves very much.After korea dishes,we decided to have some ice kacang at the most famous ice kacang place-Happyland.Ya,it called Happyland,instead,it really bring a lot of happiness to us because it was very relax to chit chat there,and gossip behind other peoples,haha…So you think that’s all of our activities?No…we left out something very important….that is singing!So for today,we spent almost 2 hours to practice our vocal in redbox,and then,we called it a day with full of satisfaction.

I really hope that I can hang out with more hometown friends during this semester break,coz I miss them very much…there are many stories I can tell,and there are many gossips we can share…so,shi bin,jia ning,bong,keat yin,li yoon,hui qi,hui pin,yen ling,chiou huah,ah lim,faster come back lar,what are u waiting for?haha….我等到花儿也谢了。

p/s:Winner of America’s Next Top Model cycle 11 is…Mckey!However,I am so disappointed of Analeigh for not getting into top two…

ANTM cycle 11 winner-Mckey

Our favourite,korea vegie roll with BBQ pork and garlic slice

Ho ho ho...santa claus is coming to town...
Buddies...

我 后悔吗?

活了好久，现在才发现，其实我不了解我的心。

想了好久，如今才发现，一切都得回到原点。

不敢再问自己有多少的如果，因为如果带来了不少失落。

不愿再想我们的未来，因为这一秒，我都不能把它紧紧抓牢。

你说我会后悔的，你说我的心还没打开。

你说感情是这样的，你说我还没努力。

你说时间太短了，你说我太轻易放弃了。

你说的，我何尝不想去改，但走到这儿，我累了。

我的心，真的把能量耗尽了。

我会后悔吗？

会，我很肯定地说。

但不是现在，却在不知的将来。

我不能因为为了将来而爱，

我不能因为将来后悔而爱，

我不能因改变自己而爱，

我不能因为不习惯你的问候而爱，

我再也不能因为你的坚持而爱，

我从来就没有问过我的心，

此时此刻，

它愿意让你分享吗？

爱的感觉，我又何尝没体会过。

但此时的它，并不会为了你而跳，

显然的已有答案。

我会后悔吗？

会，

但不是现在，

也请别问我是多远的未来。

我要的，我现在才懂得

Hello to all my friends, for your information, now I at hometown now and I will be here for the next 7 months. It is a great holiday to me especially got more time to rest in my home and regain my energy.However, life seems always polarizing; when you are busy, you are busy till crazy; when you are free, boringness almost kill me, haha…So I think I should start to plan my holiday now including go to apply passport and visit my auntie and uncle in Singapore.Also, I wish to meet my hometown gangs too! Even though Buffy is not around, but still got keoh,hui pin,li yoon,hui qi,shi bin…etc…as a initiator, I think I should take the responsibility to organize a meeting in this holiday (I know many of us always sit in the house and wait for the call…hehe)…

Last Tuesday I bought two books from the Mines Food Fair,which are 爱要一身的惊艳and 世说心语,and coincidently these books are written by my beloved writer-刘庸.I start to read his book since form two, and the way he write, he delivered each single message from each stories really impressed and inspired me a lot. So without a doubt, I bought two of his latest books from the stall although I didn’t have much more money left in my pocket after Johor trip.

I think should stop here and continue my reading dy.Wishing all my friends happy holiday!

我们都没错，只是不适合。我要的，我现在才懂得。快乐是我的，不是你给的，幸福要自己负责。

Vote vote vote!

Here are the best photographs which i like the most from the Johor trip...btw,i need ur help to select the best of the best.Juz finish the simple poll at the right hand side and result will be announced on next week...Lets have fun and hurry up!

A.When devil approach

B.无声的呐喊

C.Are we there yet?

D.洗出望外

Goodbye and Hello

My housemates are moving out from my house now...it also indicates that we gonna leave Serdang for almost 7 months soon...for this moment,i dunno why i am so sad,start to miss everything here.I used to dislike the peoples and environment around KL,it is very complicated and impure.Many things happened nowadays,and it almost destroyed the relationship which we build up from the day we met during orientation week, like argument with coursemates,misunderstanding among close friends,betray,lie and etc...every people said,"Finally,i see through his or her heart".Is it like that?Sigh...relationship here is so vulnurable...

Wacthing them move things out make me so emotional,soon this house will become empty,everythings going back to its original status.Actually,i think this is good for both of us,lets time go back to when and where it start,lets our heart back to the most original state,lets us review our mistakes,lets us regret,lets us remind ourselves,and the most important,lets time heal the wound...so that we can start all over again...

Fate bring us here,but we goona work hard to protect and maintain this fate.I am looking forward the sparkling which we can archieve after industrial training...because there are many challenge still wait for us in the future,we must unite or else we will fall down...together...

Wish god will be my side always,blessing me and my friends...

Goodbye...and Hello.

Have a dog-a-walk!

Hmm...first of all,my final exam finished dy,it was really torturing...however,i think i did my best in all papers,at least better than previous final tests.Juz after my last paper,i went for a meeting to brief about the Dog-a-walk activity which held at dataran merdeka on sunday.For a dog lover,i am really happy when i know i will contact with so many dogs and cats,to fulfill my dream since i was a child...Hopefully i can have a dog as pet in the future...

This cat is sister,she got another brother which is black colour...both of them share the same crystal blue eyes...cute~

I ...dun like the way he stare at me...haha

This is the dog which i like most,she is very tame,and very like to kiss people...

So small is it...she grabbed my shirt so hard and very nervous...i am not tat bad ok~

who interupted me and my beloved doggie?

Catfight...miaow~~~~

Do you like "家好月圓"haha...i like this drama very much,watching those gals and women do the cat fight really exciting...i think majority of guys have the same taste with me gua...we love to see girls fight,scrabbing both shirts,slapping,bitching each others,pull hairs,rolling again and again on the floor,and the worst ....cry....haha...I think this is the reason why women centred drama become so famous nowadays,starting from Sex and the city,desperate housewifes,ugly betty,jing zhi yu ni,nv ren bu yi zuo,tang xin feng bao and the latest-家好月圓.

So you think it is juz the drama,juz the character created by the author,but in fact,you almost forget that where is the inspiration comes from?Its from the real life,the peoples around us.We cant deny that girl is a complicated plus sensitive mammals,but so as guys,the only different is how they express their sensitiveness.Obviously,guys are more straight forward,they show their emotion on their face,and there is nothing keep in their heart,tats why they fight so easily even with small matter.However,girls are juz opposite,they keep their anger in their heart,buried and buried...until reach their own maximum level,then something will explode out...many unreveal history will reveal and shocked everyone...

This is juz my personal opinion in this issue...but it doesn't mean all gals and guys are like this, some are exceptional...hehe

Recently many cat fights happened around me...i dunno what are the causes and dunno who is the devil woman...but i think we need some rain from the sky to cool down those kitties on the ground...it is enough to watch 家好月圓 again and again dy...

Back to the stage time

Well,i admit that i love the way of me on the stage,no matter is singing,acting,dancing,or even playing the dragon character with my "awkward" hands waving pattern(haha...),because i am born with it,i felt that my spirit is being released when i on the stage.I have a strong inspiration after watching High School Musical-senior year...watching those youngsters singing and dancing in the big screen is what i really wish to do during my high school times.I am so regret that i gave all my times on the books...there is no any second high school life dy,no one can be blamed for,this is me who made the decision,i am the one who limit my 10 years life of the future...

By the way,talking back to the movie,i think HSM is really suit my taste,i wish i can sing and dance with the actors during the showtime...haha...However,i think some of my friends seem really not so appreciate it,they thought that it is not much different with the Bollywood movie.Yeah,instead,i also share the same opinion that they did copied the bollywood movie style but at the end turn it into Hollywood style which is more globally accepted...I am happy that today got nine friends accompany me to watch this movie,i know both of us are very tired dy during this 3 days continous tests,thankyou very much~~Dun forget our promise to watch James Bond movie next week oh...hehe...

Three more subjects left...i hope that all of us can do it well next week,good luck!

Devil

謝謝你﹐讓我看穿了你。原來﹐你比我想象中的更可怕。我不知道要如何平息我的怒火﹐因為我越知道真相﹐我就越覺得恐怖。我真的敗給你了.

And the answer is...

Ok,as u said...i should give u my answer...

I love you...but sometimes i hate you ...

I hate you because u understand me well,u know what i think,what i want...what i gonna to do next...

I love you..i need you because when ur roommate hurt me,i know how much i need your support more than others...even though i know u cannot give me what i want...i am selfish in that...

So..?haha...lets face the truth...we are together dy....no doubt...i will try my best to be a good bf...so dun email me late night,because it is not good for ur body...u must sleep well start from today onward...

Xoxo,Lilian...

Thankful

Juz went back from my hometown,and the purpose of posting this article is to say hundreds of thankful to my friends,thanks for your support...i am fine now.I am happy because being selected by Kerry Ingredients for my practical training,it is not an easy job to get this opportunity ya,thanks god too~Rumors will end up by time,so i hope everything will be fine to me,and people who misunderstood me will understand my situation one day...

Final exam will start on this wednesday,i should pull back my study mood again and fight till the end...See you all next time,bye!

Betrayer

This is a busy week for me,my life is packed with activity, interview and also rumors (or more specifically,misunderstanding).I am glad that food fair is completed quite successfully,thanks for all the committes and sponsors who support the first ever food fair which organized by our faculty,this is really not an easy job.Also,i wanna apologized to chan and li gang coz some times i cannot give my full support to our elite team due to presentation and grandma dinner,so sorry...Btw,i think we have set a certain standard for the next food fair so hopefully the next food fair which organized by our juniors will be more successful and penetrative.

Thursday went back to JB for my internship interview,everything seems going smoothly except the argument which happened in the waiting room between me and C.I dunno why she keep saying that i am betraying my another friend for attending this interview without informed him.Actually,she dunno the whole story,and i try to explain to her but seems what i said are all blocked by her ears and no matter what,i end up to be the betrayer in her heart.Betrayer?This is the serious noun for me,i cannot tolerate what she said and i am surprised she will do this on me.I thought she is the one who is less involved in this kind of things but i dunno why this time she become so aggresive.This is the interview which i am pursuing by myself,i am being rejected by that company once dy,do she expect me to email and please the company for all my others rejected friends?As a friend,i did the best i could...but end up with this situation,i am speechless.Is becasue jealousy?or she think that with my appearance will give a huge impact toward her?If she really think like that,then i think she is over-estimated me,i am not good in everything,my presentation style doesn't match the taste of everyone.

This is a valuable lesson to me ya,to be so high profile since the beginning till now,i think i need to lower my voice a bit so that i will nt be so attracted by people.She is really dissapointed me,deep from my heart...good bye CL,there is no way back dy...line between us is broken and who did it?Only you will know.

Dramatic change

Quoted from previous post,"life is so unpredictable",ya,indeed,it is really unpredictable and full of dramatic change!As i said before,i am super duper upset when rejected by one of the company for internship interview...that is the company which i really wish to have my training there from the beginning till now...Yesterday is quite messy for me,as i keep forget the rejection thing but for no reason and clue,it keep remind and remind me...(wish i have such good memory during the test).

So?In order to release all my anger and sadness of the selection,i decided to write an email to that company and please them for one last chance,one last chance for interview...haha...I am quite surprised of my insistness since it never happened before.I dunno where is the courage comes from when writting that email but what i can conclude is...i really write it from the bottom of my heart.

At last,i received their reply juz now,and surprisingly they gave me a chance to show up myself!Hooray...i cannt describe my feeling right now,it is something like finding back my wallet from somewhere or whoever hands...i am so happy and touched when reading those words in the reply email...even though i have not been accepted by them yet,but with this opportunity,at least i can show up what i learnt,and what i wish to present long time ago...At the same time, i have learnt a valuable lesson from this case,that is never never give up if you think you are not derserve to loose,never die with no reason...ya!

Wish me luck during the interview session and hopefully i can be part of the members of their company soon...Bye!

Die without reason

Damn it today!Life is so unpredictable ya,sometimes i think god is playing fool with me,always dissapointed me with no reason...i am not been selected by one of the company for my internship training,and sadly to say,without any reason...coz of my cgpa?coz of my co-co?or even coz of my photo?I dunno,and thats why i am so upset now,the most pity of dead is die without a reason,this is my sitiuation now.

Btw,who can i blame for?This is all fate ya, even though i am well prepared for that interview.I am so confidence of myself before and maybe i really overestimate the target of that company...i am not their candidate,maybe......

I m not in the condition today juz after i knew the latest result...so dun come to console me except you really wish to try my bitchy hurtful words which coming from my mouth,or else please,stay away from me...let me cool down and let time to heal my dissapointment...

Bye.This is the end of my day~

My life as sushi prince (Finale)

I was thinking how to start this post for quite a seconds.Well,it is not the usual thing i done esp for updating blog,but i juz dunno how to start it even though i have many things which really wish to share with you...(sigh).

Today is the last day i trained (or..worked)at sushi kin.It is happy to release all the burden and back to the normal life which is more care free,however,it is also hard to say good bye to those abang,kakak, and mama who willing to teach and train me throughout this whole week.The whole environment of sushi kin in The Mines is not so intense like mid valley,so we have some time to chit chat with seniors,and sometimes play laugh with them.It is funny to know kak Wani actually dating with abang Abdullah,what a surprise today,haha...me n jacky cannot stop laughing when we heard it from mama,something sounds like impossible...Besides,one things touched my heart today is...the KFC set from miss wong.I am so happy when she informed me that she bought food for me and paul,and i feel so guilty at the same time because i juz negotiate with her to have a off yesterday....(sigh)...i am so not considerate...what a failure of me~

This is really a special holiday to me,the things i learnt are all pricelss,and i really no regret to sacrify my holiday and stay here for suffering,haha...All in all,wanna say thousand thankful to kak wani,mama,abang man,miss wong,abang abdullah,betty,abang dora...and those seniors who i cant remember their names...coz train a kitchen idiot likes me is not an easy job ya,it need a lot patience most of the time...haha...thanks to you all...

My life as sushi prince end here...but my life as student will back again tomorrow...What is the story next?haha...i hope it will be more interesting...see you all next time,sayonara!

Bye bye......

My life as sushi prince Part II

Well,quickly write a short post today coz it is a golden opportunity for me to take more rest and finish those school stuff...(assume i am worker now).First day of raya really suck because ppls are so many(well,it is less if compared with mid valley,i should appreciate my place) and our fingers were doing sushi continously,sometimes i dunno what i am doing for certian moment esp when my stomach start acidify,haiz...

Luckily today miss wong let us go back early(actually not early,we do ot dy),and advised me to rest and sleep well tonight.I was quite frightened to listen those words bcoz i dunno what is the story behind...am I will busy till die again tml or there might be something like challenge waiting for me?I dunno and i dun wish to figure out also,juz hope that i can lie on my bed more time today,and continue the sweet dream which disturbed by motor horn today(well,that is really a nice dream last night...hehehe)...

I should stop here,and please dun worry about me coz i know how to take care myself dy...gambate!!!Sayunara!

My life as sushi prince

Previously i presumed that The Mines sushi king wont be so crowded,so i have enough time to learn and practice especially making the most challenging sushi,which is maki.Oppositely,it is not so free as i thought and instead,me and paul are busy till fainted esp at the dinner or lunch time.The most surprisingly is,they even request us to makie temaki,sashimi and anything which in the menu.I am shocked at that moment because i dunno how to make it,i am not so potential in kitchen things as i mentioned before,my brain blur and i really need help tat time.Haha,but fortunately,paul is calm and he imitate the the food juz likes the picture in the menu,and handed to the customer,i am so happy he is beside me that time...

I think the others of my friends who work mid valley will be more tired than me,esp those guys who work at 3rd floor...making sushi continuously is not an easy thing because your will get seriosu back pain..Btw,hopefully we can work hard and train hard in this week...gambatae for all of us!!!

am i sushi KING?well...i used to be prince~

These two days really make me refresh but at the same time, tiring...it is bcoz i am involved in the Sushi Kin training course,learn to make sushi and also some sort of the serivice.Everything is new to me since i am food tech students plus i am not used to cook,so i am a bit slow along the learning process and make a lot of stupid mistakes sometimes,wooo~

However,i will try my best to learn as a sponge,bcoz we need to absorp so many information in one week time is quite impossible for me (ya...its my fault,i am new learner in kitchen),so i juz hope that watever i have done,i can remember...haha...Nothing much to share with u here since it juz the beginning,hopefully can share more interesting or funny things which happen in the next few days...

Happy holiday for all my friends!

p/s:Plz forgive me,esp my hometown kaki,coz i know i broke my promise to go home,i am suffered too when making the decision...pls forgive me....we will meet at next holiday,i promise!!!!

Trainee kaki-s + coursemates

I love the whole outfit except the hat,it makes my head looks even rounder...haha

X.o.xo

Test 2 finished last friday night,it was a terrible test for me,my brain totally blank and all the calculations which i "think" i can do well seems gone within the seconds when i flipped thru the papers...sigh.Who can I blame for?I am not born with physic ok,my parents will forgive me of my another C+ in operation unit,hehe.

I thought i will have a wonderful weekend after last friday but everything seems ran out of plan...i din go out,except watching mid-night movies with some of my housemates.However,i am quite satisfy of what i did during the weekend,at least i finished gossip girl season 1 which keep distract my attention when i was studying...Nothing special about this tv series except for those gorgeous actors and actresses...But (always has a but...) some of the plots did reflect the real life which surround us especially when i was living in capital now like pursuing money,glamorious life,fun and joy,branded things...and blah blah blah...i think this is the ideal life of major ppls and sadly to say,sometimes me too~This is not our fault actually,if u can do it naturally and morally,then everythings are ok for me...but if it againts the moral or even law,then these things will be meaningless at the end of your life...

Btw,if u have time,have a watch of gossip girl....bcoz you know you love me...xoxo~

Final battle....!?Excuse me,not yet!

Final battle for test 2 today,it is so tired and my whole body almost reach my maximum tolerable level,exhausted...U might said i am so silly,coz it is juz a small test...but sometimes u will lost ur control ability when staying in one house with all of your coursemates.I din blame anyone here,juz think that sometimes it is hard for me to abandon my study and juz let it go because i cannot beat down the "Kiasu-ness" in my heart,truthfully...So?I am stuck in a compromising situation where i should stop or i should continue...haiz...

However,i will find some time to relax like surfing internet,updating my blog or even singing loudly even though it was disturbing sometimes,haha.I really hope that i can hold it until tonight and then i can have a nice sleep...

Life is full of pressure when you growing up,pressure for study is no doubt,and sometimes pressure from peer.I really need to learn to control the pressure around me and find a way to release it intermittently,so as you,whoever who read my post now...good luck!

Messy Away...please

Today suppose the day for Anwar,for the great and special day to Malaysia,but nothing happened until this moment and BN still is our government.Actually nevermind,day and date is not important,we can change it anytime as we want if our country really deserve it.

Since nothing great impact on me today,by right i can concentrate on my waste management study,but everything seems going upside and down since my sister informed me that one of the student in my former secondary school was being kidnaped,raped,killed,and burned.My heart keep pumping and pumping,and i almost lost my mind for a few minutes in the processing lab.I dun recognized that girl but this happened at my hometown,and near my living place...and that girl was juz 16 years old and those who suspect involved in this case are just 16+ guys,so terrified,i really cannot accept the age.When i was at this age,wat am i doing?but when they at their age of 16,they are murderers dy,they hit the title of each newspapers and my hometown is being famous once again!

I dunno the motive of what they did on this girl,but they really deserve to die...i cannot tolerate and i cant forgive at this moment even though they might be not being judged on any punishment juz because they are under age, but i dun care...coz i am worry my sisters now,i worry she might be one of the victim next time.Should i blame the girl who is too much beautiful or should i blame those guy?This society is sick!Education system is sick!Their parents are sick!I hate it!!!

Juz like what shi bin said,politic is messy...life is messy...and now my lovely hometown also messy...what else can we do next?There are so many uncertainties which i not dare to think now...(sigh)

Bless for that girl...hopefully her die will give some warning to the other girls.For the other girls,please behave,because nobody can protect you dy except yourself...

Miscellaneous

Some update about my life recently and i wish to write less and post more pictures this time,hehe,i am so lazy isn't...
Test season going to the end soon,left two subjects so my pressure will not so high compared with previous days.
Politic in our country is so beautiful recently...suddenly found that Malaysians gt high potential in acting...haha...oops!I think i should skip this topic now because i scare later got ppl come to my house to "protect" me from dangerous....ohoh...dun want give so many troublesome to my dear lovely polices...they still need puasa u know...dun add any burden to them.As a good student,i should take care for them,their job is nt easy...really...coz interpret the content of ISA is not a piece of cake u know...really....

Simple tanglung made by cheeseng but surprisingly it can produced such beautiful light effect...

Mooncake festival gathering...thx to everyone who willing to sacrifie your time to join us...

yeah,tang lung...something which cannt be left up in this festival...

lab-tau fu (first time made taufu...tat feeling is great~)

soy bean milk

tau fu fah (wah,produced tau fu fah really easy,but produced a good quality one is depends on your secreat recipe lol...)

What these two cats doing..?OMG,they are so annoying you know...they can make love twice daytime and somemore still not enough,that female cat still mourning at night...walau weh~~

KC birthday...so she deserved this plus size teh tarik~~~

Some dissapointments from you,you,and you..ssss

Life is so complicated nowadays...especially for this moment which under hundred loading of endless assignment,reports and tests.Peoples become more and more complicated under pressure,they can treat u nice as good friend but at the same time they might be talk something bad behind you.I used to be tough for this type of thing,if you want play game with me,better prepare for 两败俱伤.However,for those who cannot survive or not ready yet to survive,this is the time for you to learn,learn to identify people and learn to protect yourself from being hurt.

As i said before,we must be independence and decrease the chance to depend on others...like my mum always taught me,"always sharpen your knife,before it blunt".Action louder than talk,so please dun bluff before measure how far you can go...and pls dun complain,if someone didn't fulfill what you need because what u need is not necessary good at all...

haiz...i am so dissapointed of your action nowadays...really wish to scan your brain and feel what you think about...

Sick

What's wrong with my immune system?I am falling sick again and this time even worst than last 2 weeks.My legs and hands are freakin cold in the midnight and my throat is burning like an unstoppable fire...

I am sorry to my 2 seniors coz i really cannt help u to do ur survey at Amcorp Mall even though i really wish to help from the beginning until the end,i dun want be so irresponsible but i really need take more rest instead going out to squeeze the rapid kl and ktm train with ppl (sigh).I am so thankful to chin woon coz willing to fecth me to PK early in the morning and of course xiangpei,ur hot water really did warm my heart up (touch).Thankyou chee seng because ask me to go back with you and let ur mum cure me with ur family traditional medicine,but i think i can cope with this stubborn disease...and also sally,sorry to bring any problems to you coz ask u buy this buy tat to me,and thanks to yik weng,although u r not here,but ur call last night really almost made me cry...oh...so emotiona ya~

I really wish can get well soon,because this is not my home,mummy not at my side even though i know my housemates wont care so much to take care of me but i really dun want to bring any troublesome to them...god bless me...god bless me...

选择。原谅。其实。希望

我选择了我该选择的
我听见了我从前没听过的
我想了很多以前只是幻想的
我说了我一直很想说的。

请别怪我 因为我从没爱过
请忘记我 曾经对你说的做的
请原谅我 打开了你心里的那一扇门
请宽恕我 没好好地把它关上
却让冷风吹过。

其实我也想做的更好的
其实现实始终还是现实
其实爱与不爱 都很矛盾的
其实感觉 仍然停留在原地
只是我勉强跨过

希望你能好好的继续生活
因为这分友情
还是值得拥有
值得珍惜的。